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TV wasn't so much an addiction for me.
I turned it off about three years ago. I was living in a house with 5 other people so the bill for digital cable was not too bad per person, and I endured. But I could feel it getting worse. I was working 9-5 in a cubicle and I was spending the entire day reading on the internet and that really started to put a wedge between me and the boob tube. At work I would read how Iraq was bombed into the stone age and there is no way they pose a risk. I would then go home and gape at the news (so called) and the unmanned chemical war far drones.
Then, the next day at work I would read about how these drones (there was only one) had there wings duct taped on and they wouldn't fly much over 50 miles anyway.
The sensationalized natured started to bother me. The constant lies, the filth, the scantily clad idiots and the cave men who love it. And the commercials, OHHHH GOOOOD the commercials. I was all just too much.
To be honest I never watched a ton of TV out side of the occasional after school drivel when the weather was bad and saturday morning cartoons, I didn't even have cable until I was a senior in
high school.
At college there was a TV in every room and it was on every minute. It only took me 4 years to absorb it all and realize that there is nothing new on TV. I could flip through and tell you what you were watching with only a half a second snippet. If I hadn't seen it before I could guess the plot with in a few minutes.
And the commercials, OHHHH GOOOOOOD the commercials. I wasn't long before I decided that in my next house, I wasn't going to pay for it.
And I didn't. I still have the box, and it sits waiting for me to turn it so I can watch a DVD as I munch on a sandwich. I download the occasional South Park or Simpsons but out side of
that, I have no use for TV at all. TV now, is something other people have and talk to me about.
"you don't watch tv?
You don't know what your missing."Yes I do. They tell me about it all the time. I stop in at peoples houses and some times watch for a while. I tend to just stare in awe at how awful it is. It's like watching a live execution. It's so disgusting but you can't turn your eyes away. I probably look like everyone else who is watching, glossed eyes, mouth slightly open, almost no movement. But inside I am reeling, squirming, wishing I was somewhere else.
The silver lining of watching TV comes when the Commercials come on. OHHHH GOOOOOD the commercials. I tend to drift off during the commercials.
Suddenly I will notice that I am staring at the ceiling, thinking about whatever, kind of just off in my own world. When I finally remember that I was watching television, I think that someone
has muted it and look back and realize, no, it's still there, blaring away, I had just tuned out.
While TV programs can be alluring for reasons somewhat macabre, I can only watch for a little while before I remind my self that I am wasting my time. I think the aversion for TV programs comes from
knowing how good they really could be. Then a commercial comes on, and I am pushed away violently, reminded that the TV is killing my brain, killing me, killing my society.
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